JustinBlack
Thought-Stopping
(2005-01-29, 11:41 p.m.)
I cut myself at work today. Two fingers out of the six I type with, so for you voyeurs and voyeurettes out ther you'll have to forgive a little sloppy typing.

I had a good conversation with my on-line friend last night and tonight. A lot of my misconceptions and paranoias were cleared up. It felt good.

I really need to worry less about hurting people. I've found that most of them can take care of themselves. It's funny, because I promised my therapist I would practice a little thought-stopping whenever I found myself trying to take care of someone else, or I found myself being too lacking in self-esteem. This one, however, took me by surprise. I didn't even see it coming, it just washed over me. I saw someone who was in desparate need of a friend and I got so wrapped up in being a caretaker I forgot to be a friend. Shame on me for that.

Oh, well . . . on to bigger and better things. See you around, my favoritest of Looky Lous and Sues.