I hung out with my sister today. I wish I'd had more fun, but it didn't quite work out that way. I just wanted to go back to home and sleep all day. It was kinda sad, because my sister clearly had fun, and was clearly hoping I was having fun, too.

I guess I'm just in an "off" mood today. I just don't really want to be around people, I want to surround myself in my own little bubble and that's bad. Down that path is hiding in my closet, and I don't want to do that again, ever. So, I made nice and tried to be sociable and all of that jazz and I'm sure my sister was completely unaware that I wasn't enjoying myself.

Well, that's not entirely true. I DID enjoy myself, a little. It was nice to see her again and it was nice to hang out and watch movies (one of my favorite pastimes). But, for some reason my heart wasn't in it. Maybe she did notice, at that. I hope not. It would make me feel bad.

More as the mood strikes me, kiddies.